It sounds so cliche, but I can't believe how fast time flies! My sweet girl is getting so big, (and cuter by the day if I may say so myself :)). I don't want her to grow up too fast! Don't get me wrong- I wouldn't mind her holding her own bottle, going on the potty or even doing her own laundry, but could she just stay little for a while????
2010 has been a very difficult year so far. Since the day I gave birth, I have dreaded the day Paige would start daycare. It was even harder than I thought it would be. I spent the entire first day crying at my desk. The overwhelming guilt, worrying if she was crying, missing me, not missing me...what was I missing out on?!?!?! I have since taken one foot off the ledge... I have to tell myself that it's good for her and it's only 5 hours a day, 4 days per week. I worry that she will crawl for the first time, say her first word or take her first step in front of someone else. It's not fair, I'm her mother-those are MY moments!!! Unfortunately, this is life. I have to work, she has to go to daycare...but they don't have to tell me what I missed.
Isn't she beautiful??? :)
I know it's hard, but you are doing a great job! And yes, it is part of life. Besides, she will gain so much being in the social setting of daycare. Keep your head up; I promise it will get easier :-)
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